Where have I been?


A lot has happened since the last time I blogged. I'm not going to details. Why speak of the past when I can talk about the present? My baby is almost 8 months old. She can crawl and sit by herself :) Love her more everyday...

The H1N1 flu is a daily scare, especially since 3 pupils in my school have been infected by it. UI want to wish it away but reality stinks and the flu will stay as long as people are unwilling to change their bad habits.

Honestly, I'm loosing interest in blogging. It's no longer a necessity to type everything I'm thinking/planning daily. Perhaps its the busy life as a mother/wife which the fact is consuming most of my time, leaving me mere minutes for everything else I wish to do. I'd be lying if I say I'm not tired and I enjoy every minute of my busy life. The reality is, there are times I would just break down and cry, screaming to myself that I need help. But who can I turn to? After few minutes of self-pity, I would try to recover, and tell myself everything will be better tomorrow. Sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't. Self indulgence is a luxury I can no longer afford...

Maybe this is today... Who knows what I may say tomorrow? One thing I constantly tell myself, I can't imagine life without my baby and my husband.

1 comments:

Hazelmoi said...

Salam syii,

Nice to hear from you again. it's been a long time. Awu syii, jgn tah delete blog ah..sama tah tani tu...I miss the old jokes u used to post it up long time ago hehehhe..but then again, life changes and ur baby is getting older heheh...bah post up baby pics laaarr.. :))

Oh before I forget, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to you and your family syii...Maaf Zahir & Batin.

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